Sorry sweet blogspot, for abandoning you so completely over the last 8 months! I picture you sitting out here, in cold internet limbo, wondering when or if I'd visit again, to fill your pages. Ah, only I would think to assign human qualities to a blogspot!!

So, I'm here and it has been a bizarre, amazing, difficult and confusing 8 months. As far as writing, I've accomplished more than ever. Though I'm on the third chapter, I've had entire periods where I write every day and really live the story on the page. Other times, like now, I'm in a holding pattern. Part of that is due to a huge financial challenge that threatens to take me back out to the working world. I actually wouldn't mind that much at all, but all is in limbo and there is no clear answer about what way it will come done. Living day to day in that limbo is as big a challenge as I've ever faced. It's truly helping me let go of not just being in control, but knowing anything...and having to just trust, trust, and trust again that all has it's purpose and that my sub or super conscious volunteered for this experience. Too bad my conscious mind was not on board.

Then again, it's happened before in my past and my life came out on the other side more beautiful and profound. So, it will happen again...and again...and possibly again. Let's see, how many more dark night of the souls can I go through before I make the biggest leap? I'm 55 now...I'd say 4 or 5 more at the rate I'm going!!??

This probably won't make sense to anyone but me, and even that's a question mark. But if you are out there and "listening", thanks.

Love all, Linda